Indeed

It's been a long time since you killed yourself and you're still teaching me how to enjoy life.

A long time since we walked through that infinite cemetery counting gravestones until we saw yours and I still feel the tension in my forehead.

A long time since I last crossed Spain on a train and I still remember the feeling of contempt towards myself for not respecting my own life.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you what I thought about you when you were alive. I'm sceptical about souls, spirits and shit, but somehow I do hope you can read this. Because my respect to you triggered great changes.

Thanks girl <3